that was weird.
do you think i t was my fault as well?my parnts ( yes i still get advices from parents) told me that i have changed since 2015 a LOT.
my mum told me that with my behaviour and cold acting i could have scared him off.
i thought about it as well but actually i didnt know.
how would you react to someone if you know you are not the 'one' he is dating?
i saw him having options , it was visible. and he thought that i would be ok to be ONE OF THOSE GIRLS.
( in the same time).
with my aries pride i didnt let it happen.
i wanted to date him normally. even if we would have had others, for me it was unnecessary to tell or show me this. he could have had hidden it... lol.
i felt bad.
anyways. a lot of his friends were sticking their noses in our relation, especially ONE taurus woman that i described in another thread... it was weird because i thought that she was jealous of him having her own boyfriend...
that was sic and toxic relation.
i didnt like him partying so much. i didnt wanna party so much with him and his way of life was too fast for me. he didnt understand. he was chasing me even 2 years after and was jealous of me even 2 years after.when saw i moved on and met other people.
he was acting like a toxic or sic person jealous guy of me moving on....
i knew he had others so why wouldnt he let me move on???
then i moved to other country and since last year- february 2017 when i was already in spain, and came back to my city in september- we do not have a contact...
we saw each other sth like 2-3 times on the street.
with you telling me that i was a saturnian person, now after 3 years i think maybe its true?that actually i scared him off with my pride and willing to be the one?
so why would his other male friends liked me and actually i thought that he was jealous of me but didnt make any moves? and when i moved on he started being toxic and doing weird things?
if he wanted something and was scared why wouldnt he write? i m not a fairy to read people's mind...
when i wanted to date him and i was asking him out he didnt want... so i moved on.
but i felt blockage of him that i couldnt... like it would be toxic...
why was it so intense? because of this saturn aspect?
with noone after and before i didnt feel like that... :/